One good thing about music...When it hits you, you feel no pain.
~Bob Marley~

"God only gives you what you have the strength to handle....sometimes i wish he didn't trust me so much."

I wanted a perfect ending...Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowng what's going to happen next.
~Gilda Radner~



New Moon

Friday, November 21, 2008

Twilight

Just so everyone is aware...Twilight rocked my socks!!!!

It was awesome. It was pretty close to the book, of course there were some differences, but it all worked.

Loved it!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Can You Say Upgrade???


I went from this...





To this...




Introducing my brand new 2009 Subaru Impreza Outback Sport!



Its so cute!!! I love it!


Please excuse the giant glare from the window :)

Friday, November 14, 2008

This Says it All

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."
~Gilda Radner
Thanks for letting me steal it from you Jenn

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Now we're done.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Well...the prior post may have been a bit premature. Nobody say anything to Dave please. I mean it. He doesn't like people knowing our business, but that's what I have this thing for. So too bad.

Anyway I'll keep you posted.

Thanks for nothing, life.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Us

We're giving it another try. Dave realized yesterday that he really did have everything he wanted and he just couldn't see it. So we're gonna give it another try.

There are rules, and we've talked more then I thought possible (with him I mean, he doesn't like to talk), and he knows that this will be the last time. If he decides later that he really doesn't want this, then I'm done. I can't feel like this back and forth, back and forth.

Thanks everyone for all of your support, I appreciate it more than you know.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

...

Ain't no talkin to this man
Ain't no pretty other side
Ain't no way to understand, the stupid words of pride
It would take an acrobat, and I already tried all that
I'm gonna let him fly
Things can move at such a pace
The second hand just waved goodbye
You know the light has left his face
But you can't recall just when or why
So there was really nothing to it
I just went and cut right through it
I'm gonna let him fly
There's no mercy in a live wire
No rest at all in freedom
Choices we are givin
It's no choice at all
The proof is in the fire
You touch before it moves away
But you must always know
How long to stay, and when to go
There ain't no talkin to this man
He's been trying to tell me so
It took a while to understand
The beauty of just letting go
'Cause it would take an acrobat and I already tried all that
I'm gonna let him fly

Monday, November 3, 2008

It's over

Well, I've basically been having an awesome life that everyone should be jealous of.

Thursday 10/23: Found out my husband was questioning our marriage; wether or not he wanted it anymore

Monday 10/27: Started sleeping at my mom's house to give him room to decide

Thursday 10/30: Got laid off from my job

Sunday 11/2: He said, "Its over."


Just f*ing awesome