One good thing about music...When it hits you, you feel no pain.
~Bob Marley~

"God only gives you what you have the strength to handle....sometimes i wish he didn't trust me so much."

I wanted a perfect ending...Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowng what's going to happen next.
~Gilda Radner~



New Moon

Thursday, February 5, 2009

90 days...over

So today...the 90 day waiting period is up for my divorce. And I'm actually really excited about it. After Dave started acting all weirdo, I'm not sad or angry anymore, I'm just ready to be done.

But, although the 90 days are up today, it still isn't final. Now a judge will look over the case and if everything is in order, then he will sign the whatever paper that says its over. The lady told me to call in like 2 weeks to check the status and then I can go purchase that whatever paper and I'm good to go!!! I'm very happy about this day.

On a sadder not, saturday is the anniversary of my Grandma's death. Me and Kevin (the new boy) are going to Mesquite for the weekend for a softball tournament and I told him that he needs to try and keep my mind off of it. Of course, he will be playing most of the day, and its supposed to be crappy and rainy so its gonna be hard, but hopefully I will have things to pay attention to besides that. I'm not excited for it, its gonna be a bad day, and I really don't want to remember it....but oh well. I'm a pretty tough person (emotionally) these days so I think it will be okay.

Anyway, I stole one of my dad's big memory cards so that I can pretend like I'm going to take lots of pictures this weekend, but we'll see if it really happens. I want you all to see Kevin, so I'll try to have something interesting to post when we get back.

Ha Det!