90 days...over

So today...the 90 day waiting period is up for my divorce. And I'm actually really excited about it. After Dave started acting all weirdo, I'm not sad or angry anymore, I'm just ready to be done.

But, although the 90 days are up today, it still isn't final. Now a judge will look over the case and if everything is in order, then he will sign the whatever paper that says its over. The lady told me to call in like 2 weeks to check the status and then I can go purchase that whatever paper and I'm good to go!!! I'm very happy about this day.

On a sadder not, saturday is the anniversary of my Grandma's death. Me and Kevin (the new boy) are going to Mesquite for the weekend for a softball tournament and I told him that he needs to try and keep my mind off of it. Of course, he will be playing most of the day, and its supposed to be crappy and rainy so its gonna be hard, but hopefully I will have things to pay attention to besides that. I'm not excited for it, its gonna be a bad day, and I really don't want to remember it....but oh well. I'm a pretty tough person (emotionally) these days so I think it will be okay.

Anyway, I stole one of my dad's big memory cards so that I can pretend like I'm going to take lots of pictures this weekend, but we'll see if it really happens. I want you all to see Kevin, so I'll try to have something interesting to post when we get back.

Ha Det!

Ashleigh

My blog friend over at Heart and Home is having some hard times. Her and her family could really use all the prayers and good thoughts that any of you have to spare.

Please keep her in your hearts.

I'm not dead

So what's new...not a whole lot.

I moved into the basement at my parent's house. I wasn't happy about that, but I'm kind of diggin' it now.

I got a new job, aproximately 2 blocks away from my old office. I thought that was funny :)

My car is awesome.

I'm getting a tattoo for my birthday (fingers crossed). A cherry blossom branch with the greatest poem under it.

Live in simple faith...

Just as this simple cherry

Flowers, fades, and falls

I'm hoping it will remind me to keep my head up; pain is fleeting, and so is the life it inhabits...so don't dwell on it!

I have also found some major happiness in my life!!! More to come on that front.

Until then, no I'm not dead. I haven't disappeared. I've just been in a weirdo mood, and didn't think you all wanted to hear me whine some more.

But I'm over it now, so BRING IT ON!!!

Privacy

I'm going private. Apparently Dave reads this and I really don't want him to. He can go to hell.

If you want to keep reading this, put your email in the comments because its happening soon.

Done

I am so done with all the bull-shit. I don't want to deal anymore, but I don't have a choice.

I'm working on moving on, and being done, and forgetting...but sometimes people make that very hard to do without even realizing it. There are things that shouldn't be said, and I get that they are trying to be nice and possibly make themselves feel okay about things, but I really don't want to hear it.

I know how it is. I want to move on too. I want to be done with all of this too. You don't have to tell me that you miss me. That hurts too much.


You didn't want me, so LET ME GO!

Twilight

Just so everyone is aware...Twilight rocked my socks!!!!

It was awesome. It was pretty close to the book, of course there were some differences, but it all worked.

Loved it!

Can You Say Upgrade???

I went from this...

To this...

Introducing my brand new 2009 Subaru Impreza Outback Sport!

Its so cute!!! I love it!

Please excuse the giant glare from the window :)